The Forsyte Saga, Volume 3 Page 11

  Sir, Your obedient servant,

  EDWARD HALLORSEN (Professor).

  Piedmont Hotel,

  London.

  ‘Very handsome!’ said Dinny, trembling a little.

  ‘Hallorsen in London! What the devil does he mean by this all of a sudden?’

  She began pulling yellowed leaves out of an Agapanthus. The danger of doing things for other people was being disclosed to her.

  ‘It almost looks like repentance, dear.’

  ‘That fellow repent! Not he! There’s something behind it.’

  ‘Yes, I am.’

  ‘You!’

  Dinny quailed behind her smile.

  ‘I met Hallorsen at Diana’s in London; he was at Lippinghall, too. So I – er – got at him.’

  ‘You asked – you begged –?’

  ‘Oh! no!’

  ‘What then?’

  ‘He seemed to take rather a fancy to me. It’s odd, but I couldn’t help it, Hubert.’

  ‘He’s done this to curry favour with you?’

  ‘You put it like a man and a brother.’

  ‘Dinny!’

  Dinny flushed too, angry now behind her smile.

  ‘I didn’t lead him on. He took this highly unreasonable fancy in spite of plenty of cold water. But, if you ask me, Hubert, he has quite a decent side to him.’

  ‘You would naturally think so,’ said Hubert, coldly. His face had resumed its sallow hue and was even a little ashened.

  Dinny caught impulsively at his sleeve.

  ‘Don’t be silly dear! If he chooses to make a public apology for any reason, even such a bad one, isn’t it all to the good?’

  ‘Not when my own sister comes into it. In this thing I’m like – I’m like a – ’ he put his hands to his head: ‘I’m in Chancery. Anyone can punch my head, and I can’t move.’

  Dinny’s coolness had come back to her.

  ‘You needn’t be afraid that I shall compromise you. This letter is very good news; it takes the wind out of the whole thing. In face of this apology, who can say anything?’

  But Hubert, leaving the paper in her hand, went back into the house.

  Dinny had practically no ‘small’ pride. Her sense of humour prevented her from attaching value to her own performances. She felt that she ought to have provided against this contingency, though she did not see how.

  Hubert’s resentment was natural enough. If Hallorsen’s apology had been dictated by conviction, it would have soothed him; arising from a desire to please his sister, it was only the more galling; and he clearly abhorred the Professor’s fancy for her. Still, there was the letter – an open and direct admission of false criticism, which changed the whole position! At once she began to consider what use could be made of it. Should she send it to Lord Saxenden? Having meddled so far, she decided that she would, and went in to write the covering letter.

  Condaford Grange.

  Sept. 21.

  DEAR LORD SAXENDEN,–

  I am venturing to send you the enclosed cutting from today’s ‘Times’, for I feel it excuses me to some extent for my effrontery the other evening. I really ought not to have bored you at the end of a long day with those passages of my brother’s diary. It was unpardonable, and I don’t wonder that you sought refuge. But the enclosed will show you the injustice from which my brother has suffered; and I hope you will forgive me.

  Sincerely yours,

  ELIZABETH CHARWELL.

  Enclosing the cutting, she looked up Lord Saxenden in Who’s Who, and addressed the envelope to his London abode, marking it ‘Personal’.

  A little later, trying to find Hubert, she was told that he had taken the car and gone up to London….

  Hubert drove fast. Dinny’s explanation of the letter had disturbed him greatly. He covered the fifty odd miles in a little under two hours and reached the Piedmont Hotel at one o’clock. Since he had parted from Hallorsen nearly six months ago, no word had passed between them. He sent his card in and waited in the hall with no precise knowledge of what he wanted to say. When the American’s tall figure approached behind the buttoned boy, a cold stillness possessed his every limb.

  ‘Captain Cherrell,’ said Hallorsen, and held out his hand.

  With a horror of ‘scenes’ deeper than his more natural self, Hubert took it, but without pressure in his fingers.

  ‘I saw you were here, from The Times. Is there anywhere we could go and talk for a few minutes?’

  Hallorsen led towards an alcove. ‘Bring some cocktails,’ he said to a waiter.

  ‘Not for me, thank you. But may I smoke?’

  ‘I trust this is the pipe of peace, Captain.’

  ‘I don’t know. An apology that does not come from conviction means less than nothing to me.’

  ‘Who says it doesn’t come from conviction?’

  ‘My sister.’

  ‘Your sister, Captain Cherrell, is a very rare and charming young lady, and I would not wish to contradict her.’

  ‘Do you mind my speaking plainly?’

  ‘Why, surely no!’

  ‘Then I would much rather have had no apology from you than know I owed it to any feeling of yours for one of my family.’

  ‘Well,’ said Hallorsen, after a pause, ‘I can’t write to The Times and say I was in error when I made that apology. I judge they wouldn’t stand for that. I had a sore head when I wrote that book. I told your sister so, and I tell you so now. I lost all sense of charity, and I have come to regret it.’

  ‘I don’t want charity. I want justice. Did I or did I not let you down?’

  ‘Why, there’s no question but that your failure to hold that pack together did in fact finish my chance.’

  ‘I admit that. Did I fail you from my fault, or from yours in giving me an impossible job?’

  For a full minute the two men stood with their eyes on each other, and without a word. Then Hallorsen again held out his hand.

  ‘Put it there,’ he said; ‘my fault.’

  Hubert’s hand went out impulsively, but stopped halfway.

  ‘One moment. Do you say that because it would please my sister?’

  ‘No, Sir; I mean it.’

  Hubert took his hand.

  ‘That’s great,’ said Hallorsen. ‘We didn’t get on, Captain; but since I’ve stayed in one of your old homes here, I think I’ve grasped the reason why. I expected from you what you class Englishmen seemingly will never give – that’s the frank expression of your feelings. I judge one has to translate you, and I just couldn’t do it, so we went on in the dark about each other. And that’s the way to get raw.’

  ‘I don’t know why, but we got raw all right.’

  ‘Well, I wish it could come all over again.’

  Hubert shivered. ‘I don’t.’

  ‘Now, Captain, will you lunch with me, and tell me how I can serve you? I will do anything you say to wipe out my mistake.’

  For a moment Hubert did not speak, his face was unmoved, but his hands shook a little.

  ‘That’s all right,’ he said. ‘It’s nothing.’

  And they moved towards the grill-room.

  Chapter Thirteen

  IF one thing is more certain than another – which is extremely doubtful – it is that nothing connected with a Public Department will run as a private individual expects.

  A more experienced and less simply faithful sister than Dinny would have let sleeping dogs lie. But she had as yet no experience of the fact that the usual effect of letters to those in high places is the precise opposite of what was intended by the sender. Arousing his amour-propre, which in the case of public men should be avoided, it caused Lord Saxenden to look no further into the matter. Did that young woman suppose for a moment that he didn’t see how this American chap was feeding out of her hand? In accordance, indeed, with the irony latent in human affairs, Hallorsen’s withdrawal of the charge had promoted in the authorities a more suspicious and judgematic attitude, and Hubert received, two days before his yea
r of leave was up, an intimation to the effect that it was extended indefinitely and he was to go on half-pay, pending an inquiry into the matter raised in the House of Commons by Major Motley, M.P. A letter from that military civilian had appeared in reply to Hallorsen’s asking whether he was to assume that the shooting and flogging mentioned in his book had not really taken place, and if so, what explanation could this American gentleman afford of such an amazing discrepancy? This, in turn, had elicited from Hallorsen the answer that the facts were as stated in his book, but that his deductions from them had been erroneous, and that Captain Charwell had been perfectly justified in his actions.

  On receiving intimation that his leave was extended, Hubert went up to the War Office. He obtained no comfort, beyond the non-official saying of an acquaintance that the Bolivian Authorities were ‘butting in.’ This news created little less than consternation at Condaford. None of the four young people, indeed, for the Tasburghs were still there, and Clare away in Scotland, appreciated the report at its full value, for none of them had as yet much knowledge of the extent to which officialdom can go when it starts out to do its duty; but to the General it had so sinister a significance that he went up to stay at his Club.

  After tea that day in the billiard room, Jean Tasburgh, chalking her cue, said quietly:

  ‘What does that Bolivian news mean, Hubert?’

  ‘It may mean anything. I shot a Bolivian, you know.’

  ‘But he tried to kill you first.’

  ‘He did.’

  She leaned her cue against the table; her hands brown, slim, and strong, gripped the cushion; suddenly she went up to him and put her hand through his arm. ‘Kiss me,’ she said; ‘I am going to belong to you.’

  ‘Jean!’

  ‘No, Hubert; no chivalry and that sort of nonsense. You shan’t have all this beastliness alone. I’m going to share it. Kiss me.’

  The kiss was given. It was long, and soothing to them both; but, when it was over, he said:

  ‘Jean, it’s quite impossible, until things dry straight.’

  ‘Of course they’ll dry straight, but I want to help dry them. Let’s be married quickly, Hubert. Father can spare me a hundred a year; what can you manage?’

  ‘I’ve three hundred a year of my own, and half pay, which may be cut off.’

  ‘That’s four hundred a year certain; people have married on lots less, and that’s only for the moment. Of course we can be married. Where?’

  Hubert stood breathless.

  ‘When the war was on,’ said Jean, ‘people married at once; they didn’t wait because the man was going to be killed. Kiss me again.’

  And Hubert stood more breathless than ever, with her arms round his neck. It was so that Dinny found them.

  Without moving her arms, Jean said:

  ‘We’re going to be married, Dinny. Where do you think best? A Registry Office? Banns take so much time.’

  Dinny gasped.

  ‘I didn’t think you’d propose quite so soon, Jean.’

  ‘I had to. Hubert is full of stuffy chivalry. Dad won’t like a Registry Office; why not a special licence?’

  Hubert’s hands on her shoulders held her away from him.

  ‘Be serious, Jean.’

  ‘I am. With a special licence, nobody need know till it’s over. So nobody will mind.’

  ‘Well,’ said Dinny, quietly, ‘I believe you’re right. When a thing has to be, it had better be quickly. I daresay Uncle Hilary would tie you up.’

  Hubert dropped his hands. ‘You’re both cracked.’

  ‘Polite!’ said Jean. ‘Men are absurd. They want a thing, and when it’s offered they carry on like old women. Who is Uncle Hilary?’

  ‘Vicar of St. Augustine’s-in-the-Meads; he has no sense of propriety to speak of.’

  ‘Good! You go up tomorrow, Hubert, and get the licence. We’ll come after you. Where can we stay, Dinny?’

  ‘Diana would have us, I think.’

  ‘That settles it. We’ll have to go round by Lippinghall, for me to get some clothes, and see Dad. I can cut his hair while I’m talking to him; there won’t be any trouble. Alan can come too; we shall want a best man. Dinny, you talk to Hubert.’ Left alone with her brother, Dinny said:

  ‘She’s a wonderful girl, Hubert, and far from cracked, really. It’s breathless, but terribly good sense. She’s always been poor, so it won’t make any difference to her in that way.’

  ‘It isn’t that. It’s the feeling of something hanging over me, that’ll hang over her too.’

  ‘It’ll hang over her worse, if you don’t. I really should, dear boy. Father won’t mind. He likes her, and he’d rather you married a girl of breeding and spirit than any amount of money.’

  ‘It doesn’t seem decent – a special licence,’ muttered Hubert.

  ‘It’s romantic, and people won’t have a chance to discuss whether you ought to or not; when it’s done they’ll accept it, as they always do.’

  ‘What about Mother?’

  ‘I’ll tell Mother, if you like. I’m sure she won’t really mind – you’re not being fashionable, marrying a chorus girl or anything of that sort. She admires Jean. So do Aunt Em and Uncle Lawrence.’

  Hubert’s face cleared.

  ‘I’ll do it. It’s too wonderful. After all, I’ve nothing to be ashamed of.’

  He walked up to Dinny, kissed her almost violently, and hurried out. Dinny stayed in the billiard room practising the spot stroke. Behind her matter-of-fact attitude, she was extremely stirred. The embrace she had surprised had been so passionate; the girl was so strange a mixture of feeling and control, of lava and of steel, so masterful and yet so amusingly young. It might be a risk; but Hubert was already a different man because of it. All the same she was fully conscious of inconsistency; for to herself such a sensational departure would not be possible. The giving of her heart would be no rushing affair. As her old Scotch nurse used to say: ‘Miss Dinny aye knows on hoo many toes a pussy-cat goes.’ She was not proud of that ‘sense of humour not devoid of wit which informed and somewhat sterilized all else’. Indeed, she envied Jean her colourful decision, Alan his direct conviction, Hallorsen’s robust adventurousness. But she had her compensations, and, with a smile breaking her lips apart, went to find her mother.

  Lady Cherrell was in her sanctum next to her bedroom making muslin bags for the leaves of the scented verbena which grew against the house.

  ‘Darling,’ said Dinny, ‘prepare for slight concussion. You remember my saying I wished we could find the perfect girl for Hubert. Well, she’s found; Jean has just proposed to him.’

  ‘Dinny!’

  ‘They’re going to be married offhand by special licence.’

  ‘But – ’

  ‘Exactly, darling. So we go up tomorrow, and Jean and I stay with Diana till it’s over. Hubert will tell Father.’

  ‘But, Dinny, really – !’

  Dinny came through the barrage of muslin, knelt down and put her arm round her mother.

  ‘I feel exactly like you,’ she said, ‘only different, because after all I didn’t produce him; but, Mother darling, it is all right. Jean is a marvellous creature, and Hubert’s head over ears. It’s done him a lot of good already, and she’ll see to it that he goes ahead, you know.’

  ‘But, Dinny – money?’

  ‘They’re not expecting Dad to do anything. They’ll just be able to manage, and they needn’t have children, you know, till later.’

  ‘I suppose not. It’s terribly sudden. Why a special licence?’

  ‘Intuition,’ and, with a squeeze of her mother’s slender body, she added: ‘Jean has them. Hubert’s position is awkward, Mother.’

  ‘Yes; I’m scared about it, and I know your father is, though he’s not said much.’

  This was as far as either of them would go in disclosure of their uneasiness, and they went into committee on the question of a perch for the adventuring couple.

  ‘But why shouldn’t they live here
until things are settled?’ said Lady Cherrell.

  ‘They’ll find it more exciting if they have to do their own washing up. The great thing is to keep Hubert’s mind active just now.’

  Lady Cherrell sighed. Correspondence, gardening, giving household orders, and sitting on village committees were certainly not exciting, and Condaford would be even less exciting if, like the young, one had none of these distractions.

  ‘Things are quiet here,’ she admitted.

  ‘And thank God for it,’ murmured Dinny; ‘but I feel Hubert wants the strenuous life just now, and he’ll get it with Jean in London. They might take a workman’s flat. It can’t be for long, you know. So, Mother dear, you’ll not seem to know anything about it this evening, and we shall all know you do. That’ll be so restful for everybody.’ And, kissing the rueful smile on her mother’s face, she went away.

  Next morning the conspirators were early afoot, Hubert looking, so Jean put it, as though he were ‘riding at a bullfinch’; Dinny resolutely whimsical. Alan had the handy air of a best man in embryo; Jean alone appeared unmoved. They set forth in the Tasburghs’ brown roadster, dropping Hubert at the station and proceeding towards Lippinghall. Jean drove. The other two sat behind.

  ‘Dinny,’ said young Tasburgh, ‘couldn’t we have a special licence, too?’

  ‘Reduction on taking a quantity. Behave yourself. You will go to sea and forget all about me in a month.’