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  Irene came close, to prove to him that he was in error.

  And, in spite of himself, James felt the influence of her deference, of the faint seductive perfume exhaling from her. No self-respecting Forsyte surrendered at a blow; so he merely said: He didn’t know – he expected she was spending a pretty penny on dress.

  The gong sounded, and, putting her white arm within his, Irene took him into the dining-room. She seated him in Soames’s usual place, round the corner on her left. The light fell softly there, so that he would not be worried by the gradual dying of the day; and she began to talk to him about himself.

  Presently, over James came a change, like the mellowing that steals upon a fruit in the sun; a sense of being caressed, and praised, and petted, and all without the bestowal of a single caress or word of praise. He felt that what he was eating was agreeing with him; he could not get that feeling at home; he did not know when he had enjoyed a glass of champagne so much, and, on inquiring the brand and price, was surprised to find that it was one of which he had a large stock himself, but could never drink; he instantly formed the resolution to let his wine merchant know that he had been swindled.

  Looking up from his food, he remarked:

  ‘You’ve a lot of nice things about the place. Now, what did you give for that sugar-sifter? Shouldn’t wonder if it was worth money!’

  He was particularly pleased with the appearance of a picture on the wall opposite, which he himself had given them:

  ‘I’d no idea it was so good!’ he said.

  They rose to go into the drawing-room, and James followed Irene closely.

  ‘That’s what I call a capital little dinner,’ he murmured, breathing pleasantly down on her shoulder; ‘nothing heavy – and not too Frenchified. But I can’t get it at home. I pay my cook sixty pounds a year, but she can’t give me a dinner like that!’

  He had as yet made no allusion to the building of the house, nor did he when Soames, pleading the excuse of business, betook himself to the room at the top, where he kept his pictures.

  James was left alone with his daughter-in-law. The glow of the wine, and of an excellent liqueur, was still within him. He felt quite warm towards her. She was really a taking little thing; she listened to you, and seemed to understand what you were saying; and, while talking, he kept examining her figure, from her bronze-coloured shoes to the waved gold of her hair. She was leaning back in an Empire chair, her shoulders poised against the top – her body, flexibly straight and unsupported from the hips, swaying when she moved, as though giving to the arms of a lover. Her lips were smiling, her eyes half-closed.

  It may have been a recognition of danger in the very charm of her attitude, or a twang of digestion, that caused a sudden dumbness to fall on James. He did not remember ever having been quite alone with Irene before. And, as he looked at her, an odd feeling crept over him, as though he had come across something strange and foreign.

  Now what was she thinking about – sitting back like that?

  Thus when he spoke it was in a sharper voice, as if he had been awakened from a pleasant dream.

  ‘What d’you do with yourself all day?’ he said. ‘You never come round to Park Lane!’

  She seemed to be making very lame excuses, and James did not look at her. He did not want to believe that she was really avoiding them – it would mean too much.

  ‘I expect the fact is, you haven’t time,’ he said; ‘you’re always about with June. I expect you’re useful to her with her young man, chaperoning, and one thing and another. They tell me she’s never at home now; your Uncle Jolyon he doesn’t like it, I fancy, being left so much alone as he is. They tell me she’s always hanging about for this young Bosinney; I suppose he comes here every day. Now, what do you think of him? D’you think he knows his own mind? He seems to me a poor thing. I should say the grey mare was the better horse!’

  The colour deepened in Irene’s face; and James watched her suspiciously.

  ‘Perhaps you don’t quite understand Mr Bosinney,’ she said.

  ‘Don’t understand him!’ James hurried out: ‘Why not? – you can see he’s one of these artistic chaps. They say he’s clever – they all think they’re clever. You know more about him than I do,’ he added; and again his suspicious glance rested on her.

  ‘He is designing a house for Soames,’ she said softly, evidently trying to smooth things over.

  ‘That brings me to what I was going to say,’ continued James; ‘I don’t know what Soames wants with a young man like that; why doesn’t he go to a first-rate man?’

  ‘Perhaps Mr Bosinney is first-rate!’

  James rose, and took a turn with bent head.

  ‘That’s it,’ he said, ‘you young people, you all stick together; you all think you know best!’

  Halting his tall, lank figure before her, he raised a finger, and levelled it at her bosom, as though bringing an indictment against her beauty:

  ‘All I can say is, these artistic people, or whatever they call themselves, they’re as unreliable as they can be; and my advice to you is, don’t you have too much to do with him!’

  Irene smiled; and in the curve of her lips was a strange provocation. She seemed to have lost her deference. Her breast rose and fell as though with secret anger; she drew her hands inwards from their rest on the arms of her chair until the tips of her fingers met, and her dark eyes looked unfathomably at James.

  The latter gloomily scrutinized the floor.

  ‘I tell you my opinion,’ he said, ‘it’s a pity you haven’t got a child to think about, and occupy you!’

  A brooding look came instantly on Irene’s face, and even James became conscious of the rigidity that took possession of her whole figure beneath the softness of its silk and lace clothing.

  He was frightened by the effect he had produced, and, like most men with but little courage, he sought at once to justify himself by bullying.

  ‘You don’t seem to care about going about. Why don’t you drive down to Hurlingham with us? And go to the theatre now and then. At your time of life you ought to take an interest in things. You’re a young woman!’

  The brooding look darkened on her face; he grew nervous.

  ‘Well, I know nothing about it,’ he said; ‘nobody tells me anything. Soames ought to be able to take care of himself. If he can’t take care of himself he mustn’t look to me – that’s all –’

  Biting the corner of his forefinger he stole a cold, sharp look at his daughter-in-law.

  He encountered her eyes fixed on his own, so dark and deep, that he stopped, and broke into a gentle perspiration.

  ‘Well, I must be going,’ he said after a short pause, and a minute later rose, with a slight appearance of surprise, as though he had expected to be asked to stop. Giving his hand to Irene, he allowed himself to be conducted to the door, and let out into the street. He would not have a cab, he would walk, Irene was to say good-night to Soames for him, and if she wanted a little gaiety, well, he would drive her down to Richmond any day.

  He walked home, and going upstairs, woke Emily out of the first sleep she had had for four-and-twenty hours, to tell her that it was his impression things were in a bad way at Soames’s; on this theme he descanted for half an hour, until at last, saying that he would not sleep a wink, he turned on his side and instantly began to snore.

  In Montpelier Square Soames, who had come from the picture room, stood invisible at the top of the stairs, watching Irene sort the letters brought by the last post. She turned back into the drawing-room; but in a minute came out, and stood as if listening. Then she came stealing up the stairs, with a kitten in her arms. He could see her face bent over the little beast, which was purring against her neck. Why couldn’t she look at him like that?

  Suddenly she saw him, and her face changed.

  ‘Any letters for me?’ he said.

  ‘Three.’

  He stood aside, and without another word she passed on into the bedroom.

  Chapte
r Seven

  OLD JOLYON’S PECCADILLO

  OLD JOLYON came out of Lord’s cricket ground that same afternoon with the intention of going home. He had not reached Hamilton Terrace before he changed his mind, and hailing a cab, gave the driver an address in Wistaria Avenue. He had taken a resolution.

  June had hardly been at home at all that week; she had given him nothing of her company for a long time past, not, in fact, since she had become engaged to Bosinney. He never asked her for her company. It was not his habit to ask people for things! She had just that one idea now – Bosinney and his affairs – and she left him stranded in his great house, with a parcel of servants, and not a soul to speak to from morning to night. His Club was closed for cleaning; his Boards in recess; there was nothing, therefore, to take him into the City. June had wanted him to go away; she would not go herself, because Bosinney was in London.

  But where was he to go by himself? He could not go abroad alone; the sea upset his liver; he hated hotels. Roger went to a hydropathic – he was not going to begin that at his time of life, those new-fangled places were all humbug!

  With such formulas he clothed to himself the desolation of his spirit; the lines down his face deepening, his eyes day by day looking forth with the melancholy that sat so strangely on a face that was wont to be strong and serene.

  And so that afternoon he took this journey through St John’s Wood, in the golden light that sprinkled the rounded green bushes of the acacias before the little houses, in the summer sunshine that seemed holding a revel over the little gardens; and he looked about him with interest; for this was a district which no Forsyte entered without open disapproval and secret curiosity.

  His cab stopped in front of a small house of that peculiar buff colour which implies a long immunity from paint. It had an outer gate, and a rustic approach.

  He stepped out, his bearing extremely composed; his massive head, with its drooping moustache and wings of white hair, very upright, under an excessively large top hat; his glance firm, a little angry. He had been driven into this!

  ‘Mrs Jolyon Forsyte at home?’

  ‘Oh, yes, sir! – what name shall I say, if you please, sir?’

  Old Jolyon could not help twinkling at the little maid as he gave his name. She seemed to him such a funny little toad!

  And he followed her through the dark hall, into a small double drawing-room, where the furniture was covered in chintz, and the little maid placed him in a chair.

  ‘They’re all in the garden, sir; if you’ll kindly take a seat, I’ll tell them.’

  Old Jolyon sat down in the chintz-covered chair, and looked around him. The whole place seemed to him, as he would have expressed it, pokey; there was a certain – he could not tell exactly what – air of shabbiness, or rather of making two ends meet, about everything. As far as he could see, not a single piece of furniture was worth a five-pound note. The walls, distempered rather a long time ago, were decorated with water-colour sketches; across the ceiling meandered a long crack.

  These little houses were all old, second-rate concerns; he should hope the rent was under a hundred a year; it hurt him more than he could have said, to think of a Forsyte – his own son – living in such a place.

  The little maid came back. Would he please to go down into the garden?

  Old Jolyon marched out through the French windows. In descending the steps he noticed that they wanted painting.

  Young Jolyon, his wife, his two children, and his dog Balthasar, were all out there under a pear-tree.

  This walk towards them was the most courageous act of old Jolyon’s life; but no muscle of his face moved, no nervous gesture betrayed him. He kept his deep-set eyes steadily on the enemy.

  In those two minutes he demonstrated to perfection all that unconscious soundness, balance, and vitality of fibre that made of him and so many others of his class the core of the nation. In the unostentatious conduct of their own affairs, to the neglect of everything else, they typified the essential individualism, born in the Briton from the natural isolation of his country’s life.

  The dog Balthasar sniffed round the edges of his trousers; this friendly and cynical mongrel – offspring of a liaison between a Russian poodle and a fox-terrier – had a nose for the unusual.

  The strange greetings over, old Jolyon seated himself in a wicker chair, and his two grandchildren, one on each side of his knees, looked at him silently, never having seen so old a man.

  They were unlike, as though recognizing the difference set between them by the circumstances of their births. Jolly, the child of sin, pudgy-faced, with his tow-coloured hair brushed off his forehead, and a dimple in his chin, had an air of stubborn amiability, and the eyes of a Forsyte; little Holly, the child of wedlock, was a dark-skinned, solemn soul, with her mother’s grey and wistful eyes.

  The dog Balthasar, having walked round the three small flower-beds, to show his extreme contempt for things at large, had also taken a seat in front of old Jolyon, and, oscillating a tail curled by Nature tightly over his back, was staring up with eyes that did not blink.

  Even in the garden, that sense of things being pokey haunted old Jolyon; the wicker chair creaked under his weight; the garden-beds looked ‘daverdy’; on the far side, under the smut-stained wall, cats had made a path.

  While he and his grandchildren thus regarded each other with the peculiar scrutiny, curious yet trustful, that passes between the very young and the very old, young Jolyon watched his wife.

  The colour had deepened in her thin, oval face, with its straight brows, and large grey eyes. Her hair, brushed in fine, high curves back from her forehead, was going grey, like his own, and this greyness made the sudden vivid colour in her cheeks painfully pathetic.

  The look on her face, such as he had never seen there before, such as she had always hidden from him, was full of secret resentments, and longings, and fears. Her eyes, under their twitching brows, stared painfully. And she was silent.

  Jolly alone sustained the conversation; he had many possessions, and was anxious that his unknown friend with extremely large moustaches, and hands all covered with blue veins, who sat with legs crossed like his own father (a habit he was himself trying to acquire), should know it; but being a Forsyte, though not yet quite eight years old, he made no mention of the thing at the moment dearest to his heart – a camp of soldiers in a shop-window, which his father had promised to buy. No doubt it seemed to him too precious; a tempting of Providence to mention it yet.

  And the sunlight played through the leaves on that little party of the three generations grouped tranquilly under the pear-tree, which had long borne no fruit.

  Old Jolyon’s furrowed face was reddening patchily, as old men’s faces redden in the sun. He took one of Jolly’s hands in his own; the boy climbed on to his knee; and little Holly, mesmerized by this sight, crept up to them; the sound of the dog Balthasar’s scratching arose rhythmically.

  Suddenly young Mrs Jolyon got up and hurried indoors. A minute later her husband muttered an excuse, and followed. Old Jolyon was left alone with his grandchildren.

  And Nature with her quaint irony began working in him one of her strange revolutions, following her cyclic laws into the depths of his heart. And that tenderness for little children, that passion for the beginnings of life which had once made him forsake his son and follow June, now worked in him to forsake June and follow these littler things. Youth, like a flame, burned ever in his breast, and to youth he turned, to the round little limbs, so reckless, that wanted care, to the small round faces so unreasonably solemn or bright, to the treble tongues, and the shrill, chuckling laughter, to the insistent tugging hands, and the feel of small bodies against his legs, to all that was young and young, and once more young. And his eyes grew soft, his voice, and thin, veined hands soft, and soft his heart within him. And to those small creatures he became at once a place of pleasure, a place where they were secure, and could talk and laugh and play; till, like sunshine, there radiated fro
m old Jolyon’s wicker chair the perfect gaiety of three hearts.

  But with young Jolyon following to his wife’s room it was different.

  He found her seated on a chair before her dressing-glass, with her hands before her face.

  Her shoulders were shaking with sobs. This passion of hers for suffering was mysterious to him. He had been through a hundred of these moods; how he had survived them he never knew, for he could never believe they were moods, and that the last hour of his partnership had not struck.

  In the night she would be sure to throw her arms round his neck, and say: ‘Oh! Jo, how I make you suffer!’ as she had done a hundred times before.

  He reached out his hand, and, unseen, slipped his razor-case into his pocket.

  ‘I can’t stay here,’ he thought, ‘I must go down!’ Without a word he left the room, and went back to the lawn.

  Old Jolyon had little Holly on his knee; she had taken possession of his watch; Jolly, very red in the face, was trying to show that he could stand on his head. The dog Balthasar, as close as might be to the tea-table, had fixed his eyes on the cake.

  Young Jolyon felt a malicious desire to cut their enjoyment short.

  What business had his father to come and upset his wife like this? It was a shock, after all these years! He ought to have known; he ought to have given them warning; but when did a Forsyte ever imagine that his conduct could upset anybody! And in his thoughts he did old Jolyon wrong.

  He spoke sharply to the children, and told them to go in to their tea. Greatly surprised, for they had never heard their father speak sharply before, they went off, hand in hand, little Holly looking back over her shoulder.

  Young Jolyon poured out the tea.

  ‘My wife’s not the thing today,’ he said, but he knew well enough that his father had penetrated the cause of that sudden withdrawal, and almost hated the old man for sitting there so calmly.